Wow some really cool and epic events in the American political sphere sure have been happening!!! Love hearing that the vote was the closest it's ever been in my foreverial blue state. Yippee.

I don't want to talk about it. I don't want to think about it any more than I have to. I voted and that's all I can do really. Don't borrow stress from the future. It was so bad on social media that I quit cold turkey and honestly don't miss it as much as I thought I would. I know I already said that I had taken a break from it, but I actually deleted some apps off my phone so I wouldn't even be tempted when I'm bored. I just... the leftist infighting makes me want to throw up. I know I curate my own spaces on places like Tumblr but man, I can't do it anymore. I need to join a real life political group that is actually getting work done and not sit around people online blaming small groups of other people for random shit while they navel gaze.

I'm still taking a break from Nocti. Sorry but also not sorry. I'm deep in the special interest mines right now and I want to channel that energy into something productive while I still can.

Pretty sure I said I would link the site when I had posted the finished comic, didn't I? Well if you're interested it's here: Xenobiotic.neocities.org I'm only gonna link it in this journal entry and probably not mention it by name again. Fair warning: It's going to have a lot of NSFW content on it in the future. Also some fetish stuff. And a lot of discussion/humming and hawing about consent. At least that's what I'm planning for a future comic on the site. I'm so fucking hype you guys. I have to draw three comics before I can get to the "hypnosis waltz" scene but ooooohhhhh I can't fucking WAITTTT.

Don't know why I find the intricacies of consent so fascinating nowadays, but it seems to seep into everything I'm currently writing. Hell, Carrier is basically a wild manifesto about consent and bodily autonomy dipped in Mama liz's chilli oil a spicy horror sauce. Maybe it's because of how much I talk about it with my boyfriend, and how safe they make me feel, which has made me also think it's sexy?? Who fucking knows.

Despite the sun setting so early I'm still trying to go on small walks to get myself out of the house. It's been going... okay. Still not a daily activity despite my best attempts. Vital Bracelet training has been going sloowwww because of it. I might also be getting a new phone soon which would mean no more VB Arena App for me. Please, someone, anyone create a third party app that saves VB Digimon data. I don't want to have to delete my little guys to start a fresh egg or a new DiM Card. If it ever comes down to it I might have to just... post the information of every Digimon I raised on my shirne. I could put them in the Digimon World "area" I wanted to build for my shrine but then it would just be a bunch of Megas and that's kinda boring... I didn't finish making it because I was also working making a tutorial for the css LOL.... if the pressure's ever on I'll get back to it. Still proud of how much I figured out without having to touch Javascript.

Do I ever have a good send off for these journal entires? No, I don't. But once again I've spent way longer on this than I intended and it's cutting into comic working time. I must draw the pookie-ooooos.

Current Mood: Staving off anxiety with the power of autism